Monday, September 22, 2014

I recently had to log into my old Facebook account. While I was at it,  read through old messages, flicked through old photos, browsed the profiles of people I used to know, all the while feeling a strong sense of unwarranted pity for those that plateaued over the period I stopped paying attention to them. Settling for less, gaining weight, growing facial hair, maintaining the facade that life is better than ever... It's like they've begun an invisible countdown toward the looming existential crisis that they'll all inevitably face... Each and every one of them searching ravenously for recognition.

I wish upon a million penny tosses that it's a quick and painless one.



Friday, September 19, 2014

19.09.14

I've forgotten why we're friends...

We don't text anymore...

We don't meet for coffee anymore...

We're no longer what we used to be...

Just some strangers with some fond memories...


Thursday, July 18, 2013




I actually want to kill myself right now...




 

Tuesday, June 18, 2013






bittersweet goodbye


I won't cry myself to sleep, like the sucker that I am.
I won't cry myself to sleep, if I do I'll die a second death.
Now that you fall asleep with someone that's not me.

Love only comes around once in a lifetime.


Friday, June 14, 2013



I don't know what I want to do with my life
I'm not a teenager anymore.
No longer a fucked up teen, is what I'm trying to say.

Of all the fucked up problems in the world,
I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder.
Shut the front door, no way.
What the fuck is that even?

I want everyone to just fuck off.
I want to disappear.
I hate everyone -
even my family and friends, and they've been good to me.

Sometimes, on good days, I feel happy.
But the feeling is momentary, temporary, fleeting, finite.
The only people that get me through the day,
Are people I have never met in my life.

Fucked up, world.
You done fucked up, boy.
I'm fucked.
Fuct.



Saturday, May 4, 2013

The Great Gatsby
Young and Beautiful
Lana Del Rey
Covered by Satan





Wednesday, May 1, 2013

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Like I could give a shit about any of you sons of bitches.
 If you ask for my fucking opinion?
I will give you my honest opinion.

If you want someone to tell you that everything is going to be splendiferous,
then go see your fucking shrink. 
I won't lower myself to that level of bullshit.

If you're about to make a shitty remark on my Facebook profile,
prepare your anus.
I will publicly humiliate your bitch ass fucking mongrel face.

One thing I've learned this week:
 Never be friends with fat girls that still live and act like teenage drama queens.

NO, YOU ARE NOT REGINA GEORGE, 
NOR WILL YOU EVER IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE BE BLAIR WALDORF,
SO STOP PRETENDING LIKE YOU'RE SUPERIOR TO ANYONE, 
YOU WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING.

You're fat,
ugly and
poor.

Oh, so you're studying to become a teacher?
The fuck would I send my kids to be taught by teachers that smoked their way through college?
 
What do you even have to offer to society besides being an obese millstone...




Day 5 / Mirtazapine



Saturday, April 27, 2013

 Say Crack Again

Resplendent -or awkward- in our edgy Les Plus Dorés tops, we enjoy our solipsism. Soft-spoken, serious and intensely focused, our delivery isn't nearly as exuberant as the persona we've harboured. Yes, being one of us isn't all as cracked up to be. 
We would definitely not recommend it. 

We grew up hoping that our parents would disown us, which is partly why we chose to master the dark arts of artifice, ruse and subterfuge from an early age. But on some fundamental, unspoken level - no matter how different our backgrounds, dispositions and vocations - we all speak the same language, and all know the same script. 

I guess we're fucking crazy. 

We're enthused to slaughter, and malice aforethought comes more naturally than the need to breathe. Our immense and burgeoning hatred for those that surround us has never reached a level as high as this before; the degree - unimaginable, the scope - immeasurable. We decide it's time for us to propel them all away with élan. 
Don't be confused, it's not projection. 

We would be delighted to eviscerate you all. 




Day 1 / Mirtazapine.